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4ever_yours103 @ 2005-05-05T23:47:00

2005-05-06T03:49:28Z

Theme songs of your life by eponine
your name?
love song:	your song - elton john
depressing song:	scar tissue - red hot chili peppers
party song:	dirrty - christina aguilera
what-the-hell-ever song:	stacy's mom - fountains of wayne
your life	can't hold us down - christina aguilera

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2005-05-03T21:12:29Z

Your brain: 160% interpersonal, 100% visual, 100% verbal, and 40% mathematical!

Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers.

Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious:

Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%.
Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%.
Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 97% on interpersonal

You scored higher than 71% on visual

You scored higher than 82% on verbal

You scored higher than 37% on mathematical

Link: The 4-Variable IQ Test written by chriscoyne on OkCupid Free Online Dating

4ever_yours103 @ 2005-04-24T14:28:00

2005-04-24T18:29:54Z

Taken from Mes [is lazy to link]

Beginner
1. What is my name?
2. What is my hair colour?
3. What is my AIM screen name?
4. Which city do I live in?
5. What's my birthday?

Intermediate
1. What's my favourite colour?
2. Name a real life friend of mine.
3. Name a class that I'm currently taking.
4. Are my parents together?

Advanced
1. What's my middle name?
2. Name a graphic program I use.
3. What clothes store(s) do I shop at?
4. Which country in the world would I love to visit the most?
5. What is one of my [many] favorite songs?

Stalker Expert
1. What site was my very first online journal at?
2. How many posters do I have hanging on my walls in my room?
3. What kind of calendar do I have?
4. What is my most treasured possession?
5. Explain my username.

I need a shower, I feel so ick today [wanders]

4ever_yours103 @ 2005-04-10T09:48:00

2005-04-10T13:50:02Z

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.

You show the world what culture really is.

Who's Your Inner European?

Look at that, I'm Italian..who knew? =P

One more day til' I leave, eeeeeeeeeeee! =D=D=D

4ever_yours103 @ 2005-04-04T03:59:00

2005-04-04T08:00:40Z

You scored as Cats. Feel free to express your inner-animal! grrrrowl! Try to get over that you're not accepted into your feline world - the world is your litter box!

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Cats

67%

Wicked

67%

Avenue Q

54%

Hairspray

54%

Les Miserables

54%

Grease

29%

What MUSICAL are you???
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2005-04-02T09:45:58Z

xx I _____ Mare.
xx Mare is _____.
xx Mare needs ______.
xx I want to _____with Mare.
xx Mare can ______.
xx Someday Mare will _______.
xx Mare reminds me of _______.
xx Without Mare, _________.
xx Mare can be _______.
xx Mare is always _______.
xx Worst thing about Mare is ________.
xx Best thing about Mare is ________.
xx I think Mare should _________.
xx If Mare was an animal, she would be a ______.
xx Right now, I bet Mare is thinking about _______.
xx Mare makes me want to _______.
xx If I could spend the day with Mare, I'd ____________.
xx Mare is the _________.
xx If I could be Mare for a day, I'd ______.
xx I want to give Mare a ________.
xx The song _____ by _____ reminds me of Mare.

4ever_yours103 @ 2005-03-31T22:23:00

2005-04-01T03:24:34Z

Warning: This LJ will from now on be used as a fun journal. Nothing serious at all, so enjoy. Those of you who know the secret name, enjoy the importance. =P

Quizzle

2005-03-31T03:05:42Z

Pretty long survey (200+ questions)!
Created by MakeItVirgin and taken 393 times on bzoink!
~Basics~
What is your first name?	MaryEllen
What is your middle name?	Ashley
Do you like your name?	Kinda
What would you change it to if you could?	I might
What are your nicknames?	Too many to list
What is your username for your journal?	4ever_yours103
What is your email?	triquetra@optonline.net
What is your AIM screenname?	Don't have one
How old are you?	13
Are you a man or a woman?	Woman
Where do you live?	New York
What color is your hair?	Brown
What color are your eyes?	Brown
Do you have an innie or an outie?	Innie
What is your shoe size?	7
How tall are you?	4'1"
What is your astrological sign?	Libra
Are you a righty or a lefty?	Righty
~Family~
Who do you live with?	My Grandparents, sister, grandparents and aunt
What is your dad's name?	Charles
What is your mom's name?	Roseanne
Are your parents divorced?	No
If so, do you have a step-parent or step-parents?	No
Do you have any siblings?	Yes
If so, what are their names?	Charlee Angelina
Do you have any siblings-in-law?	No
Do you have any nieces or nephews?	No
Who is your favorite relative?	Aunt Lana
Who is your least favorite relative?	I dunno, probably Kimmie
Do you have any relatives that live out of the country?	No
Do you have any pets?	Yes
If so, what are their names?	They don't have names, they're fish
Do you get along with your family?	Sometimes
~School~
Where do you go to school?	Van Wyck Junior High
What grade are you in?	8th
What year do you graduate in?	2005
Who is your favorite teacher?	Ms. Kulyk
Who is your least favorite teacher?	Mr. Shukal
What is your GPA?	Dunno
What is your favorite class?	Social Studies
What is your least favorite class?	Technology
Do you plan to go to college?	Yeah
If so, where?	NYU maybe
What do you plan to be?	Biologist or a musician/singer
~Favorites~
What is your favorite color?	Blue
What is your favorite number?	4
What is your favorite animal?	Cougar
What is your favorite car?	Mitsubishi Eclipse Spyder
What is your favorite food?	Ramen Noodles
What is your favorite drink?	Coca-Cola
What is your favorite alcoholic drink?	Don't have one really
What is your favorite dessert?	Ice Cream
What is your favorite band?	Maroon 5
What is your favorite male singer?	Nelly
What is your favorite female singer?	Jennifer Lopez
What is your favorite actor?	Chad Michael Murray
What is your favorite actress?	Bethany Joy Lenz
What is your favorite type of music?	Pop/Dance
What is your favorite season?	Spring
What is your favorite holiday?	Christmas
What is your favorite TV show?	One Tree Hill
What is your favorite song?	Suddenly Everything Has Changed
What is your favorite day of the week?	Friday
What is your favorite month?	October
What is your favorite candy?	Any type of gum
What is your favorite fruit?	Granny Smith Apples
What is your favorite veggie?	Carrots
What is your favorite movie?	Money Train
What is your favorite flower?	Rose
What is your favorite clothing store?	H&M
What is your favorite article of clothing?	Jeans?
What is your favorite ice cream flavor?	Rainbow
What is your favorite radio station?	KTU 103.5
What is your favorite quote?	"A brick wall can be spoken to but never responds or hears deeply what has been said. Don't be that wall, be flexible and free like the open sea."
What is your favorite CD?	Rebirth
What is your favorite magazine?	People
What is your favorite website?	LiveJournal I guess
What is your favorite perfume/scent?	Curious
~This or That~
Pink/Red	Pink
Orange/Yellow	Yellow
Green/Blue	Blue
Purple/Brown	Purple
Black/White	White
CD/Radio	CD
VHS/DVD	DVD
Movie/TV	Movie
Cellphone/Telephone	Cellphone
Sparkles/Glitter	Glitter
Pop/Rock	Pop
Rap/R&B	R&B
Soul/Country	Country
Breakfast/Lunch	Lunch
Lunch/Dinner	Dinner
Breakfast/Dinner	Dinner
Sam's Club/Wal-Mart	Wal-Mart
Target/K-Mart	Target
Owen Wilson/Luke Wilson	Luke Wilson
Rain/Snow	Snow
Sun/Moon	Moon
Vanilla/Chocolate	Vanilla
Subway/Quizno's	Subway
McDonalds/Burger King	McDonalds
Blackjack/Poker	Blackjack
Lipstick/Lipgloss	Lipstick
Black eyeliner/Blue eyeliner	Black Eyeliner
Gone In 60 Seconds/ The Fast and the Furious	Fast and the Furious
Football/Soccer	Soccer
Baseball/Basketball	Basketball
Hockey/Tennis	Tennis
Scary Movies/Funny Movies	Funny
Funny Movies/Sad Movies	Funny
Historical Movies/Sci-Fi Movies	Sci-Fi
Teddy Bears/Other Stuffed Animals	Other stuffer Animals
Pepsi/Coke	Coke
Sprite/Sierra Mist	Neither =S
Briefs/Boxers	Boxers I guess
Panties/Thongs	Panties, thongs aren't comftorble..
Cappuchino/Coffee	Cappuchino
~Friends~
Who is your best friend?	I can't say, everyone is really
Who is your craziest friend?	Liz
Who is your loudest friend?	Tasch when she wants to be
Who is your funniest friend?	Mes
Who is your quietest friend?	Ris
Who is your sweetest friend?	All of 'em =D
Who is your most caring friend?	Mesaaa
Who is your most understanding friend?	Liz
Who is your kinkiest friend?	Tasch =P
Who is your sleeziest friend?	Essa
Who is your best dressed friend?	I dunno
Who is your most loyal friend?	Vanessa!
Who is your most athletic friend?	Haley
Which of your friends is the best dressed?	Caroline =/
Which of your friends is the biggest flirt?	Deven
Which of your friends has the best hair?	Me!
~Love~
Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?	Nope
If so, who is it?	^^
If so, how long have you been together?	^^
Do you have a crush?	Yep
If so, what is their name?	None of ya buisness =(
If so, how long have you liked this person?	A few days
When was your first kiss?	Never had it
Who was it?	No one
When was your first love?	..
Who was it?	..
Do you believe in love at first sight?	Sure
What are your turn ons?	Hair, eyes
What are your turn offs?	Nose =/ lol..
Are you a virgin?	Yes
~Childhood~
What is your birthdate?	October 3, 1991
What day of the week were you born on?	Thursday
What hospital were you born in?	Jacobi
Where were you born?	Bronx
How much did you weigh?	6 lbs 8 oz
How long were you?	I dunno
Were you in the hospital for longer than usual?	No
Were you born before, after or on your due date?	Early
Did you have any siblings before you were born?	No
What was your favorite childhood story?	The Ugly Duckling
What was your favorite childhood toy?	My Elmo stuffed animal
What was your favorite childhood game?	Red Light, Green Light 1 2 3
~Random~
What are you doing right now?	Talking on the phone
Are you listening to music?	Yep
If so, what to?	Spinning Around - Kylie Minogue
What CD is in your CD player?	Rebirth
Do you wear black eyeliner?	Yes
What is your favorite place to shop?	Wal-Mart
What color is your hairbrush?	Silver
What color is your telephone?	Silver
Do you enjoy Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory?	Yes
Do you like the Oompa Loompas?	Yes
How about the boat ride?	Sure
~How would you spell the following?~
Nikky/Nikki/Nicky/Nicci	Nikki
Ashley/Ashly/Ashlee	Ashley
Michelle/Michele	Michelle
Michael/Mikhail/Mikhael	Michae
Aaron/Erin/Erinn	Aaron
Mandy/Mandi/Mandie	Mandy
Jenny/Jenni/Jennie	Jenny
Lisa/Leesa/Leeza/Liza	Lisa
Anne/Ann	Anne
Hanna/Hannah	Hannah
Ali/Allie/Alie/Aly	Allie
~Bedroom~
What color are your sheets?	Leopard Print
What color are your walls?	White
What color is your carpet?	Tan
What color is your comforter/duvet cover?	Leopard Print
Do you have posters on your wall?	Yes
If so, of what?	People =)
Do you have a TV in your bedroom?	Yep
What size bed do you have?	Full Size
How many people can sleep in your bed?	3
Is your bedroom your favorite room in the house?	Yep
~Fill In The Blanks~
I am...	a girl
I want to be...	a singer
I need...	more CDs
I love...	music
I can't...	dance
I'm SO...	bored
I will never...	be famous
I hate...	life
I like...	food
I would change...	my karma
I refuse to...	sing
I will always be...	bored
I wish...	I had a boyfriend! =P
He is...	cute?
I wish I had more...	money
She is...	weird
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Denial

2005-03-27T07:11:42Z

You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down you know that you can lean on me
Don't matter the situation
Boy I'm goin' hold you down

You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down you know that you can lean on me
Don't matter the situation
Girl I'm goin' hold you down

I don't know what it's been but lately I've had this longing feeling. I look at friends or other people when I'm out and just desire the comfort of someone's arms wrapped around me, holding me close. someone who's there no matter what, who cares about me for me. But you know these things just don't happen to people like me. If only it was a fairytale with a happy ending. If only..

One word: Alone

4ever_yours103 @ 2005-03-26T16:49:00

2005-03-26T21:55:39Z

Sorrow is only what we make it out to be. Happiness is the same.Both two emotions, completely opposite yet controlled the same way. One can cry, tears falling over a stressed and tired face. Or they can smile, wide and full of ageless laughter. Two opposing feelings, like north and south, are so alike in many ways deep down behind the smiles and frowns. Behind the scenes, what we can't see, both emerge from within the heart. Fighting for control with equal strength, we help decide what we feel next by the events going on in our lives. In the end, after the effects have taken over there's a sudden emptiness..silence. Neutral. A time of calmness, when one is content and satisfied. The in-between.

Another Quiz for the hell of it..

2005-03-26T21:35:34Z

You scored as Writer. You are one of the cursed few. You are a writer like me. Destined to work alone, you are extremely talented but under appreciated. If you're lucky, you may be the next J.K. Rowling.

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Writer

88%

Musician

75%

Singer

75%

Artist

69%

Dancer

69%

Actor/Actress

69%

What kind of artist are you?
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2005-03-26T21:09:46Z

wearing. A multi colored blue sweater and jeans!
hair. Down
make-up. None
eating/drinking. Nuffin'
bag & what's in it. Purse - waller, money, I.D. and make-up
thing last said. 'mmkay' to Mikey
should be doing. Eating, me hungry
last website visited. livejournal.com
desktop picture. A sad puppy
away message. Family!
current playlist on ipod. I no have ipod, thank you and goodnight.
did today. Beat the elite four in pokemon fire red!
doing tonight. Nothin'
listening to. (Can't Believe) This Is Me by J.Lo
went to bed/woke up. 3:30 am, 10:30 am
currently reading. Nothin'
last tv watched. GSN
last movie seen. Be Cool
last person you called. Joe
last person who called you. Deven
last mail received. LJ!
last mail sent. Mom
last im. Lizzay
i need. Coke
looking forward to. Going to Orlando!
ate today. Eggs and bacon =D
last thing(s) bought. Food..
current annoyance. Mikey
current obsession. Bethany Joy Lenz and Jennifer Lopez

Put your playlist on random.. take the first twenty and add "in my pants" onto the end.

1.) Jennifer Lopez - Step into my world in my pants
2.) Jennifer Lopez - Cherry pie in my pants
3.) Kylie Minouge - Please stay in my pants
4.) Kylie Minogue - On a night like this in my pants
5.) Sash! - Tout feu in my pants
6.) Jennifer Lopez - Still around in my pants
7.) Sash! - Color the world in my pants
8.) Jennifer Lopez - He'll be back in my pants
9.) Jennifer Lopez - I love in my pants
10.) Jennifer Lopez - Get right remix in my pants
11.) Kylie Minogue - Come into my world in my pants
12.) Sash! - Together again in my pants
13.) Faithless - Insomnia in my pants
14.) Sash! - Ecuador in my pants
15.) Jennifer Lopez - (Can't believe) this is me in my pants
16.) Kylie Minogue - Spinning around in my pants
17.) Jennifer Lopez - Get right in my pants
18.) Sash! - Oxygen in my pants
19.) Kylie Minogue - I believe in you in my pants
20.) Jennifer Lopez - Baby I love you in my pants

Quizzes

2005-03-26T16:43:01Z

LAST PERSON WHO
x. Was on your bed: Me
x. Saw you cry: Grandma
x. Made you cry: Grandma
x. You shared a drink with: Mom
x. You went to the movies with: Dad, Deven, and Joe
x. You went to the mall with: Deven!
x. Yelled at you: Mom
x. Sent you an email: I dunno..

EVER...

x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: Nope
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Haha yes!
x. Been to California: Nope
x. Been to Hawaii: No
x. Been to Mexico: Nooo
x. Been to China: Nope
x. Been to Canada: No
x. Danced naked: Does it count if you were getting dressed at the same time?
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: Yep
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Sometimes, I just wonder..
x. Had an imaginary friend: Yep!
x. Do you have a crush on someone: Quite possibly..
x. What book are you reading now: A book on cats
x. Worst feeling in the world: Sadness?
x. Future daughters's name: Vanessa [shut up Mes, I always loved the name =P]
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes, Satchel, Dakota, Siam, Frisco, Nakira…there’s more =D
x. What's under your bed: A train =/
x. Favorite sport to watch: Cheerleading and Gymnastics!
x. Siblings: una sorella
x. Location: The big apple..XP
x. College plans: Biology type..things
x. Piercings/tattoos: 2 in each ear
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: No..
EXTRA STUFF

x. Do you do drugs: Nope
x. Do you drink: Only on New Years
x. What are you most scared of: Losing someone I love
x. What clothes do you sleep in: Pajamas!
x. Where do you want to get married: Las Vegas? 0=-)
x. Who do you really hate: Olivia Clark..
x. Been in Love: Not sure =D
x. Do you drive: No
x. Do you have a job: Yeah, school =(
x. Do you like being around people: Yep
x. Are you for world peace: Sure

Other STUFF

x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Duh
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did?: Yes?
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: My bestfriend’s ex’s, lmao! No
x. Want someone you dont have right now: No
x. Are you lonely right now: Not really
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: Hold You Down – J.Lo
x. Do you want to get married: Yes
x. Do you want kids: Hell naw

FAVORITE

x. Room in house: Mine
x. Type(s) of music: Dance
x. Band(s): Maroon 5 I guess =/
x. Color: Blue
x. Perfume or cologne?: Curious
x. Month: October

IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: Snacks at lunch
x. Gotten sick: yes
x. Sang: yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: No
x. Met someone new: Nope
x. Missed someone: Yes
x. Hugged someone: Yes
x. Kissed someone: Yes

Name: MaryEllen
Piercings: Two in each ear.
Tattoos: Zip
Height: 4’ 11”
Shoe Size : 7
Siblings: una sorella =D

[DO...]
you have a crush on someone: Meh, kinda
you wish you could live somewhere else: Yes!
you believe in online dating: No
others find you attractive: I don’t know..
you want more piercings: Yes
you like roller coasters: Yup
you write in cursive or print: Print

[FOR OR AGAINST...]
long distance relationships: Meh..inbetween
people: For? o.O
smoking: Against
gay/lesbian relationships: For

[HAVE YOU...]
ever cut yourself: Yes
ever cried over a boy: Yes
ever cried over a girl: Cousin/sister count?
ever lied to someone: Yeah
ever been in a fist fight: Yup

[WHAT...]
shampoo do you use: Suave Strawberry
shoes do you wear: Any kind of heels or boots
are you scared of: Death, Losing people I love, heights, airplanes, drowning…oy

[NUMBER...]
of times I have been in love: ..
of times I have had my heartbroken: 1 I think =/
of hearts I have broken: 3 or 4..=)
of times my name has appeared in the paper?: I dunno
things in my past that I regret?: Alot

[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
pretty: Sure
funny: I guess
hot: Not really
friendly: Yes
amusing: Yeap
ugly: No
caring: Yeah
sweet: Usually
nerdy: Haha, why not.

[FAVORITE...]
5 letter word: Sweet
Actor/actress: Chad Michael Murray/Bethany Joy Lenz
Cartoon: Timon and Pumbaa
Cereal: Lucky Charms
Chewing gum: Winterfresh
Color(s): Blue
day of the week: Friday
Least fave day: Monday
Flower: Rose
Jelly flavor: None
Jewelry: Earrings, necklaces
Summer/Winter: Summer

[Person who last.. ]
Slept in your bed: Me
Saw you cry: Grandma
Made you cry: Grandma
Yelled at you: Mom
Sent you an email: I don’t know!

[Have you ever.. ]
Said "I love you" and meant it?: No
Gone out in public in your pajamas: Yes
Kept a secret from everyone: Yes
Cried during a movie: Yes
Planned your week based on the TV: No
Been on stage: Yup
Been to New York: I live here, duh!
Been to California: No
Hawaii: No
China: No
Canada: No
Europe: No
Asia: No
South: Sure
What time is it now?: 11:30

[Friendship/Love ]
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Sure
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: No
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: Having fun and to be able to trust one another.

[Other Info ]
Do you speak any other languages?: Italian
Last book you read?: Cougars
Something in your bedroom you like?: My computer

[You]
Nickname(s): Mare, Marey Pear, Mareyyyy, Air, Puffy Princess…etc
How old do you look?: 12-16 =/
How old do you act?: 2 =D
Glasses/Contacts: Glasses
Braces: No
You get embarrassed: Mmmhmmm
What upsets you?: Everything! =P I dunno..
What makes you happy?: Having a good time with friends and family.

4ever_yours103 @ 2005-03-25T00:01:00

2005-03-25T05:06:47Z

1) YOUR PORN STAR NAME - (name of first pet + street you live on): Lucky 52
2) YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME - (grandmother's first name + favorite snack): Grace Oreo
3) YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME - (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant): Entry Charlie Brown
4) YOUR FOREIGN NAME - (favorite spice girl + last foreign vacation spot): Posh Orlando [well it will be..I don't "vacation"]
5) YOUR SOCIALITE NAME - (silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied): Marymelon Wappingers
6) YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME - (first initial + first three letters of your last name): MWER
7) YOUR DETECTIVE NAME - (favorite animal + name of high school): Cougar Van Wyck
8) YOUR BARFLY NAME - (last snack food you ate + your favorite alcoholic drink): Cake Wine
9) YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME - (middle name + street where you first lived): Ashley Hate
10) YOUR ROCK STAR NAME - (favorite candy + favorite musicians last name): Blow Pop Spears
11) YOUR "POPULAR" NAME - (favorite celebrity's first name + best friend's street name): Bethany Deven

Life

2005-03-23T02:47:18Z

Life has a variety of meanings. To live is to function through a period of time in which we survive known as that which we call it: life. That is what it means to me along with this: The term we use, life, means as well as living that we shall suffer through pain, grief and sadness along with brief mments of clarity and true happiness. Love, happiness, and family are gifts given for achievements made in the course of life while the mourning for lost love and pains we hold are punishments for problems and pain we inflict on others. That is life. A journey represented by a forms who go through troubles in many many ways. For example; the insect, a tiny creature we take for granted, enters our warm and safe environment, our home. All it is looking for is food and shelter for survival, a common need shared between all creatures. Seconds later it is gifted with death due to the fear of a young child who mercilessly stomps on the defenseless being. Joyous isn't it?

Beside the daily meaning of a word I've chosen for the day [which I will now do daily] is an update on my outside life. On to you..MaryEllen.

Why thank you MaryEllen. In today's news we find a young teenager who goes by the name, MaryEllen, sitting at her computer typing this ridiculous paragraph. To recap on a few events, over the weekend this child had caught the common cold and rid it by early Tuesday morning, enabling her to grab her books and head out the door for the daily routine in a school day. After all the relaxation came a bouncy and bubbly girl this very morning. Pretty damn chipper for someone with only an hour of dreamless sleep. Halfway through her bus ride she begins to feel dizzy and a cold sweat develops upon her forehead. Minutes later her stomach turns and she feels as if she's about to vomit. Windows are immediately opened and seats are changed to accomodate her well-being. After a good twenty minutes the sickness dies down and no sooner do they arrive at the school. All was weel until mid first period when the vice principal called her down. "Oh joy." she thought to herself as she grabbed the pass from Mrs. Schmidt and shut her books before exiting the room. Missing out on half the lesson, she'd no idea what to do for the homework later that evening.

Upon arriving at the office, she is greeted with Mrs. Merlino, her old guidance counselor and friend. The issue of a referral is addressed, pissing off the young lady for much of the day until resolved. The day passed quickly, but not quick enough. Third period she felt like exploding at her Technology teacher for accusing her and her friends of doing something wrong when half the class did pretty much the same thing. Talk excessively loud. At lunch she blew her top at a certain male, or so we believe, O:-) [j/k..] for absolutely no reason, creating friction. However after the fact he calmed and asked how it went, in a way cheering her up. Then the day went on unti eighth period when she was told of a website where teachers' lives were threatened. She simply joked about it in her usual way and of course the study hall teacher got a little pissed at her. But of course, she didn't care! So yes, that was her school day. Then she came ome, stuffed herself, spoke on the phone and shoved her fat ass online. TADA! And now back to you MaryEllen for the poem of the day.

Thank you very much MaryEllen, wonderful story I might add. Todays poem is freeform about love.

Love.
One word empowered with so much meaning.
A blossomed blood red rose signifies this word.
One hand letting the flower fall into the other.
Unting and bonding.

Love.
How it makes us quiver.
With chills roaming through our spines.
It scares few, Increases strength in others.
Some melt when the words are spoken to their ears.
Some feel as if the world has simply stopped, frozen.

Love.
Four letters, easy to spell but not to say.
The emotion dwells inside until it bursts out.
"I love you, and only you, you are mine forever."
It says just that.
Love.

And finally, I've been thinking deeply for that past month or two about a first kiss as some of you have heard me whimper on and on about it. In the end, it should be memorable and most likely will be but why is it so special? Because one has gathered the courage to attatch their lips to anothers? Does it truly matter? It does in todays society, and some who've yet to have one feel left out, behind and slow. I for one do. Sometime this week I hope to have mine with one person I've set my sights on, but hush now and tell no one about this for it is a secret. And guess what, I wouldn't tell ou who it was if you begged. ;)

[Points Down]

2005-03-23T02:19:13Z

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One random thing.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.

4ever_yours103 @ 2005-03-15T19:08:00

2005-03-16T00:11:19Z

I was supposed to get together with people Sunday but I don't want to anymore. I'm so tired of seeing the same people.

Oh yeah. mom was totally unfair to me the other day and now I'm grounded :-( .

Hey and know what? someone at work found out I was into trekkie stuff and I think that's why I got fired .

And also everybody has asked why I'm leaving the punk community but the answer is simple: Some of you know who you are and why I'm leaving FOREVAR.

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I feel like I'm so drained! I don't know why psychotic_chica went all psycho over me and taschaybella having a little fun.

Oh yeah. everybody has asked why I'm leaving the anime fandom but the answer is simple: Some of you know who you are and why I'm leaving FOREVAR.

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I feel like I'm so going to shoot someone!

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dead_inside25 said they wanted to hang out at the mall but risabel wanted to do something else :-( .

And also Why does taschaybella keep posting images in their journal?! I keep telling them I'm on a modem! I'm going to unfriend them to teach them a lesson!!!!!!!!!!

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4ever_yours103 @ 2005-03-15T18:33:00

2005-03-15T23:33:32Z

The 'Tempting Fate' meme:

1. Make an LJ-cut post with "DO NOT READ" as the text.
2. Do not select a 'mood' for this post.
3. If anyone clicks the cut, they are to comment and admit to doing so.
4. Anyone who reads this also has to do the same in THEIR journal, thus continuing the neverending madness.

4ever_yours103 @ 2005-03-03T20:38:00

2005-03-04T01:47:35Z

Alrighty y'all I got an update...woohoo. Yesterday Deven and Abel broke up..no surprise if ya ask me. I think we all knew it was coming, it felt so strange when I knew it happened though. So I get home, call Brittany yada yada and then Abel called me. So we talked for a bit and then he had to go and I had to call him back. In the meantime my mom told me to ask him out so...I did. Strange how he hung up after saying he had to think about it. Well I still have no official answer but according to someone he sees me as a sister, best friend thing and we all know those relationships don't work euther way. If you try just being friends it's awkward and all because of emotions and distance grows. If you try going out it won't work because the other person just can't do it. So either way I'm actually screwed so...hell with it all, give me a week or two and I'll be good as new...hopefully. Buh bye

*poofs*

...

2005-02-25T00:18:48Z

tra

2005-02-01T23:07:24Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
4. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal.

quizzes..

2005-01-28T02:19:42Z

Take the quiz: "Which Mario Character are you?"

Peach
Oh! You are peach. You are sensitive, delicate, and so stupid that you get kidnapped by a turtle almost everyday!

Take the quiz: "What Finding Nemo Person Are You?"

Dory
You are my favorite character!!!You annoy Marlin sometimes but...u r ok

Take the quiz: "Which F.R.I.E.N.D.S character are you most like?"

Phoebe
your'e a bit of a hippy like phoebe! you may be a vegetarian and like anything spiritual!

Take the quiz: "What CHARMED character are you?"

Paige
You are gorgeous Paige. Paige just keeps on going, a mild perfectionist, you like beinng right.

Take the quiz: "why do you cut yourself?"

living in the past
You have great memories from the past and you miss them because your life now is not the same as it was. Life changes, it sucks ass, but it does. You're living in the past, hoping to bring it back...but it's not, it's just not. Try talking to someone about it. It could help.

Take the quiz: "What letter does the name of your true love start with? (for girls)"

A-E
examples:alex...bob...conner...danny...eddy

Take the quiz: "Are You In Love?"

yes but does he/she love you?
FIGURE OUT IF HES/SHES INTO YOU BEFORE YOU GO MAKING WEDDING PLANS...

XD

Take the quiz: "Which Zodiac Sign Would You Be Most Compatible With?"

Taurus
You would probably be most compatible with a Taurus!

[dies]

Take the quiz: "Are you over him?"

Burned out
You still remember him a lot and you still dreaming that he'll come back to you

[again]

Take the quiz: "What will happen to you this Valentines Day?"

Nothing. . as usual. .
If you don't take a chance, your gonna be a hopeless romantic for the rest of your life. SO TAKE A CHANCE! Don't be shy, maybe get to know your crush and then ask them to hang out. See where it goes from there. GOOD LUCK! :)

Valentines Day sucks poo L

eta: Take the quiz: "What Eating Disorder Do You Have?"

Compulsive Overeating Disorder- COE
You are a Compulsive Overeater.You don't like what you do but can't help it. You think about food a lot and crave it. You hate feeling in the slightest bit hungry. You eat and eat until you're uncomfortably full, then eat more, and cannot stop or control yourself. Sometimes you may use food as a means to comfort you, but whatever it is you cannot stop the constant binge eating.

Take the quiz: "Your Psych-Ward diagnosis"

Autism
Diagnosis: Autism. A developmental disability resulting from a neurological disorder that affects the normal functioning of the brain. It is characterized by the abnormal development of communication skills, social skills, and reasoning. Symptoms, which vary widely in severity, include impairment in social interaction, fixation on inanimate objects, inability to communicate normally, and resistance to changes in daily routine.

and

Take the quiz: "Your Psych-Ward diagnosis"

Schitzophrenia
Diagnosis: Schizophrenia.A psychotic disorder characterized by loss of contact with the environment, by noticeable deterioration in the level of functioning in everyday life, and by disintegration of personality expressed as disorder of feeling, thought (as in hallucinations and delusions), and conduct -- called also dementia praecox.

I got em both so...

Meh, just for kicks..

2005-01-14T03:10:37Z

Taken from Mes-

Big Five Word Test Results

Extroversion (66%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
Friendliness (60%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (28%) low which suggests you are overly flexible, random, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (35%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Openmindedness (51%) medium which suggests you are moderately intellectual, curious, and imaginative.

Take Free Big Five Word Choice Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

More quizzes..yay

2005-01-03T21:54:08Z

Toxic by Britney Spears

"It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It's taking over me "

Ah, what's a year without breaking a few hearts? Literally.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

You Should Be Candy Corn for Halloween!

What should you be for Halloween?

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day! You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out. (please forgive me if you cannot see the
pics. If you go to my userpage then you can see
your result picture at the bottom)

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Note next time I update it won't be quizzes. ;)

Friends Only y'all

2005-01-02T21:24:15Z